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Lost My Way

2010-02-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

Really quite long time i didn't update my blog
Lately i really quite often to club
i do ask myself y i suddenly so often club, end up i get the answer
I'mEMO!!!!
hmm....some of my clubbing "leg" say tat is a excuse only....haha
hmm...yea...maybe...i admit I'm one of the "leg" of club oso
so??? like to club doesn't means is a bad girl rite???
i jus really enjoy the music, environment and the party moment wif my fren
well~~~ok...this is actually not a topic tat i wan to blog now
back to my topic

Work for Dream or Work for Money?
stay or go???
Am i really enjoy in wat i'm doing rite now?
If i really decide to go for dream, will i regret?
Izit only 2 choice for me?Carpet and Interior Design?Nothings else?

Recently i keep on asking myself this few question .
what i really wan!!!!
when i can almost see that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying u'll never reach it!!!
Life is not tat easy as u think
Every step i'm taking now, Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always got another chance
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
but how come, i just really so not dare to move forward!!??
I'm totally fresh in social and working.
This is my 1st company and oso my only one full time job.
I never go for any other company work before
and never try for other job before
except freelance model and those par-time job
so i have no idea how's other company work?
Izit more worst than my company ? or better?
Before start my full time job, all my part-time job is work under without any pressure
all is easy and relax job-sore with high payment
tat's y i cant tahan what the work i do now....!!!
i know i cant work as freelance forever.
i know there is still got a lot of things is waiting me to learn
but then i have to decide what the things i wan to learn
learn the things tat i like
or
learn the things tat can make more money??
go for carpet sales sure can get more money??
then how about design??
Design cant get to make more money??
can someone give a the answer????
damn it..i just hate myself..how come confuse for so long d...
but stil keep turn round insides the circle,
cant get out from the circle
argh.....i hope to have a long vacation to think it clearly....
i hope to club now
only club moment can make me temporary stop thinking all this
i miss clubbing moment, seriously i jus like it and enjoy it.
God Bless me....
hope i can make a right decision and go back my way.

Publish Post

Because i'm a girl

2009-11-15T06:58:00.001-08:00

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFSGBBNmbIc

The Birthday month - October

2009-11-15T00:57:00.000-08:00

October was a birthday month for me,y say so?
Most of my best fren birthday at october @@
of cuz i'm one of them oso...
ytrsday ur birthday, tonite my birthday, tml her birthday
almost everyday is our birthday celebration =.="
so wat is the end of the result of so many celebration???
answer is bank-rap!!!!
get lot birthday's present but spend lot for birthday's present too...
but v enjoy n happy with tat....XD

Let pic to story out our october crazy birthday celebration ^^

JuanLow's birthday

i bring them to highway cafe having steak as our dinner,
i think that is supper because is around 11 somethings already...@@

Juan's birthday ice cream cake ^^ special order for him
his special birthday's candle too ^^

he feel weird while he wan cut his ice cream cake XD

Second round...whr to go???Zouk...let's party

the birthday's boy

not really having fun at Zouk....because techno song for whole nite....
tat is not my song...i prefer R&B ^^....
so v decide change location to JuanLow's pub...

act like a DJ...but they say i'm CJ (ceresJoey)XD

My Beloved Dolphin's birthday

the day before my birthday's party...
Siew Mum (Dolphin) my super best beloved fren....
our frenship start from kinder-garden
v grown together, school together, play together,
lunch together after school n continue our tuition class.
i dunno how u think, but honestly
u'r the special one for me, no one can replace u from my childhood's memory
Happy 21st birthday to u my beloved Siew Mun ^^

wat i doing? i look like wan kissing her XD

My Big Date ^^

finally my turn to celebrate my birthday's party
thx kian tat n loon tik specially visit me during my lunch time

1st round celebration wif my colleague
Steamboat buffer

Second round - Home party
dear all my beloved family and fren, thanks for coming my birthday party

really thanks for coming n wait so long for my cake from melacca..
specially thanks SIN so far away bring me the cake...
that's a special cake for me ^^
love u guys
今年过了一个很不同的生日, 虽然身边很多朋友陪我庆祝可是怎么了? 我的内心还是孤单的. 我要的他却不能陪我度过祝福我的生日愿望会实现希望明年生日那个他会陪我度过

Kuan's birthday
head to puchong neway celebrate my colleague Kuan's birthday
after few cup of beer, all of them start get drunk n high.
1st time saw their different face
in office...they all very serious look but after get high all the real face come out.
shock me..!!!!! surprise me !!!
anyway, at last we all having a happy moment and enjoy wif it .

starting, all look so normal...

start get high
Wong start get high and see what he did for the birthday's boy?? rape him XD pity kwan

i try to rape him XD Kimmy Birthday's celebration
Head to Lot 10 celebrate kimmy's birthday and chicken gang gathering, since Leo leave till now v never meet each other for so long....

Chicken gang

the birthday's babe Kimmy
the mashimaro jet jet^^love u guys...the chicken gang

busy life

2009-10-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

Almost more than one month i didnt update my blog.....

Lately i was busy on my project, job , pageant and photo-shooting...
let pic story wat i done in tis month...

DAY WIF RAYNOR

He bring me to ampang visit those pity doggie...
we help to clean up the doggie n feed all the doggie thr

wat raynor doing?? XD
tis dog look like my fren rinka's dog

tis is cute....

after that v hang to ampang liong tao fu......
thanks raynor for bring me out.....
i noe he jus wan to make my mood pretty....thanks so much yea^^

OLYMPUS ROADSHOW

Got 3 day olympus job at lowyat. Grad to get some new fren thr...
n thx Max visit me n help me took some nice pic.....

Picture time while rest time....

Thx jonanthan visit me for dinner...n checki time...^^
more picture pls visit my facebook ^^

GRANDMUM'S HOUSE VISIT MY NEW COUSIN BRO
After start working, oledi long time nvr go bac my grandmun's house...
miss all my cousin and of cos the delicious seafood so much ^^
tis time the main point v going bac is visit our new cousin bro
wake up at the early morning 8 smth...
head to klang hving bak ku teh as breakfast wif my family....
then back to grandmum hse...

My new cousin bro...c how cute he is...^^

handsome boy?
around 7 smth dinner time ^^...miss those seafood so much

Evening view of the place...

my soh poh cousin sis "sue anne"gosh...gonna gain my weight again...c so much things on the day...T.T

SHOOTING DAY WIF JANE KWAN AT NIKONIAN ACADEMY
I went home dec fair wif JON......visit my girl which is working for Nippon Paint.
Around 5 smth i need rush to kota damansara for photo-shooting....
but around tat time KL was kinda traffiic jam....
so i make up while driving, got ppl keep look at me XD...
Around 7 only i arrived...lucky they all stil setting the lighting....
and sorry for late....
around 7 smth start the shoot...

Me and Babe Jane

personal i like tis...sweet

they like my wild look so much =.="
like tis oso ^^....got feel...
Jane in cheong sam

they say v look like Lesbian in tis pic =.="come some random hp pic

After the photoshoot around 11pm v head to station one for dinner...
Damn hungry and tired...somemore...argue wif someone...damn ugly mood...
The next day stil need head to kepong join bosco real assistant pageant 09

more pic in facebook....

BOSCO REAL ASSISTANT PAGEANT 09
Go kepong aman puri station one for bosco real assistant pageant.
meet some old schoolmate thr

backstage pic

Shinet wif ME
my partner
old schoolmate

old schoolmate...she become too pretty i cant recognize her

all the consultant
The Semi finalist
myselfyeah..finally i in the semi finalist....but scare too..becoz semi final need to preform....i hv no idea wat talent i hv to preform >.< die =".="" style="font-weight: bold;">

Fresh Look

2009-09-03T10:25:00.001-07:00

Have a new hair cut wif Micheal today.

Long hair for long time oledi...
So decide to change a new look.
I cut my hair become short oledi..totally short....
My opinion...not bad...but now start miss my long hair d..T.T

Before

AFter...fresh looknice?? any comment???

After cut my hair, back home prepare...
Around 8pm...Khean come and fetch me to dinner.
He bring me to KURIYA japanese Restaurant which is located at Bangsar area.
My first time there, the food is delicious,
the interior environment there is totally nice

The interior and environment design..nice~~

The Food
Sashimi ^^...its fresh but expensive cost. u guys guess how much is tis??

the Dessert

busy life

2009-09-01T10:43:00.000-07:00

sry....im back...almost one week didnt upload my blog....
lazy to type....let picture to story wat i done on tis few day

23.08.09

Shooting Day
Shermen invite me to join tis shooting
Shoot wif a korea girl - Sue Bin
She is pretty n tall enuf...
especially her leg...long enuf..jealous T.T

Lets start picture time ^^

dunno shake my hair for how many time only they catch tis effect...although i shake till wan pengsan d...but the result come out stil not bad...luv it^^

personal i quite like the spots outfit one...
Thx shermen invite me for tis shooting.

28.08.09

Yeah..Today is a Big day for me...y i say so???
Becoz i get my Baby Car...
Wait for so long time, finally i get it...

29.09.09

Sorry to my mummy,
Because i break my promise to her.
Sorry...

Saturday night, whr to go?
answer is MArdigas....yoh...let's party
Kenneth Karson invite me to attend his Slutty Sixth Sense Hip-Hop party.
be4 tis, he invite me so many times d, but his is my 1st time attend his party.

The masterminds of Slutty Sense Sixty - Kenneth Karson.
4 of us..girl gang

Spec look ^^

my dear - reina
I meet Kenneth Lim and Ilinca there also,
Really hving fun wif u guys in that nite.
During clubbing moment sure very fun n happy
but the next day i should wake up early n work...=.=" ...
sure very tired....and feel like dying.
Got bit regret to accept the job...
but wat to do, i wan the salary.

30.08.09

sleep for few hours wake up to work.
Tis time is a promoter job at Gohtong jaya.

Afternoon, during the working time,
Ah Yang call me
he say wan go Genting for merdeka countdown.
So after work, i headed to Genting meet up them.
They bring me in to Casino.
Tis is my 1st time in to casino.
Yang ask me wan gamble not, but reject him.
but quite regret i reject to join them, because they win a lot.
tonite Genting was boom...people mountain people sea....
u can imagine that how traffic jam thr.
Around 4smth only we reach subang.
i slp at 5am..slp for few hours the next day wake up for job again X.X

KoRea Food

2009-08-26T05:52:00.000-07:00

21.08.09

Dao Xiang come back from India for holiday.
He date me out to gather.
After work, i headed to my cousin house meet up them.
Dao Zhuo fetch us to Ampang,
its was a heavy raining day and it's very traffic jam.
Around 9 somethings only we arrived Ampang (Korea Restaurant).
This is my first time here, feel not bad ^^
The boss quite nice and friendly.

韩国烤肉韩国年糕，不错可是太大盘，吃不完>.<"韩国米酒


Dao Xiang, he keep stick with my cousin XD
See....Again !!!! haha...And his face like acting cute XD..bei tahan him

The SickCat Dao Xiang
My cousin SueJean
Dao Zhuoanother cousin sis SueAnne

This korea restaurant quite not bad.
For those people who quite admire korea food can go there and try
Chung Wa Dae Korea Restaurant
its located at Jalan ampang Utama there.

Shooting Audition

2009-08-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

today Issac accompany me went for a calendar shooting audition.

he wait me outsides about 2 hours .

Feel quite sorry for him.

this is some pic that shoot by today.
The style of this photographer is a bit different with other.

the photographer make my hair like tis...say nice wor...
but i dont really agree wif tat ....XD personal opinion...i like tis pic...
This oso...my hair look like short hair...XD..someone say sexy
Capture my pic while i taking wif.....= ="

After finish the audition, v headed to 4 season cafe,
I promise him to treat him for his birthday.
HaPpy Belated Birthday to u my lovely uncle Issac ^^
Thx for always concern of me and help me a lot.
U''r my lovely uncle forever yea ^^

i love purple ^^

shy shy Issac ^^
he stil shy to face camera XD...
finally ^^

shy shy uncle wif his drink
My drink...taste not bad
fried mango wif prawn..taste not bad too....

Some of my Random shoot ^^..jus too free nth to do...

FaKer

2009-08-19T08:57:00.001-07:00

Just now i log in my frienndster.
i check out some funny things.
Got faker come my friendster steal my picture...wat a funny shit =.="
He fake my friend, and now come my profile steal my pic again.
Let check out this funny shit...he is faker not the real "plol"

http://www.friendster.com/photos/43817443/1/766108672

i really don't understand what the purpose they fake other people..
steal other people picture and post on their profile to attract people come and add them.
Silly and pity them....
a good Friendship have to be honest...
Let say, if one day your friends realize that u are faker,
do u think that they still will continue be friend with you???
Sad case....

Genting Usher work

2009-08-18T18:39:00.000-07:00

16.08.09

wake up early morning at 7am prepare to Genting work.
take LRT to taman melawati meet up LEx.
but i got the wrong station to wangsa maju.
blur fish me =.="....

around 11am arrived Genting then start briefing and prepare to work.

work till 3pm..time to rest and have our lunch
after that we head to first world hotel shopping
girl always like to shopping ^^

around 5pm....Lex keep rush us back to prepare.
because we have a product launching section.
So we need to practice our cat walk.
Back to rest room change out outfit.
Picture time again ^^
night section is different dress
罗马式的
i like the clothes design^^

About 12am finish job.
And we not yet have our dinner T.T super hungry and tired.
Becoz of elaine wan to rush back home so after work we direct back kl.
Arrived KL oledi 1am....
becoz of tired +hungry and Lex drive too fast.
All the girl reach kl oso not feeling well.
very headache and feel like wan vomit.
After send Elaine back.
Lex, Caster and me head to Mamak stall have our dinner.
Because of not feeling well, i cant eat much. The rest Lex help me to finish it.
About 2am, CheeKai arrived and fetch me back.
Thanks him for fetch me back, i know he is tired too...
becoz both of us have to work on next day.

17.08.09

Today go KianTat office collect check.
He tell me he wan to cook at night.
So wait him finish work, we head to puchong Tesco buy stuff.
7pm arrived subang then start to prepare the stuff and cook.

KianTat very focus on cooking his 辣姜鸡XD

the kitchen very "luan shui"
Chawen " bao wan tan"
the " wan tan"
around 8.30pm finally can eat our dinner d....
we all wait till wan pengsan ady...= ="
all the nasi and sayur was finish by 4 of us...
very geng..so many stuff we can finish all.
After finish dinner, have a ladies talk with ChaWen.
After the talk, only v noe both of us got the same problem.
Hope we wish come true yea, ChaWen ^^
and Thanks for sharing.

18.08.09

Finally i watch "On His Majesty's Secret Service" wif Reina.
Its really a funny movie for me.
All of u if haven't watch yet, can go for it.

Between this, H1N1 is become more serious in malaysia rite now.
So remember wear mask if u wan go watch movie in cinema.
take care everyone, hope H1Na will get well soon.

2009-08-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

Becoz of i need picture to apply iFeel girl search so

today have a photo shooting with Sherman.
After work i head to Bukit Jalil meet up Sherman.
Actually plan to borrow my friends poodle do the photo-shooting,
But unfortunately his poodle at his friend's house,
and his friends not yet home.
So cant get his poodle.
No choice, just wait for next time.
Start the 1st dinner dress shoot.

then go towards to casual wear
but start raining = ="
quite bad luck.
everytimes outdoor shooting sure raining one.
so just take some shoot then ciao...!!!

12am rite now...it time to bed...
tomorrow going Genting work for usher job.
need wake up at 7am...
arghhhhhh....i wan sleep....sunday oso need to wake up so early T.T
no choice....who call i wan to earn money .....
its time to ciao..good nite ^^

12.08.09

2009-08-13T02:38:00.000-07:00

today hv a meet wif Lex at Sg Wang for insurans things.
After meet him, shopping time again ^^
i direct head to shoe's shop wan to buy my dream heels.
but the shoes sold out...sadcase T.T...
hv to wait for the new store for 3 months
around 7 smth i fly back to wanzi house.
v hava a date for movie...
jus use for 20 minutes i reach her house from kl...
can imagine that how fast i drive XD
reach her house...there was raining..hate it !!!!
i tot she was ready n wait me then direct go for movie..
who noe..she hvnt get ready yet = =!!
wait her to get ready then v head to leisure mall.
its was so jam thr...finally v park our car n head to cinema.
but its was fully book T.T
no choice....wait for next tuesday

11.8.09

2009-08-12T18:48:00.000-07:00

Today not feeling well after work.

So 5.30pm sharp direct back home bath n prepare to sleep.
But after bath i get my bro JiaHan call.
He date me out to Putrajaya photoshooting and dinner.
Call me prepare and he come n take me soon.
Around 7 smth v reach putrajaya.
Then JiaHan's fren say they wait him at Secret Recipe.
v follow GPS direction to Secret Receipe,but v arrived another Secret Recipe= =!!
Can get to find his fren, but both of us super hungry.
So to Secret Recipe for dinner 1st only find his fren.
After order our meal, my bro start his illegal crazy secret recipe shooting = =!!
keep shoot shoot shoot. Many ppl look at us. swt = =
Shoot till my meal come d, but my bro say, dont eat 1st let me shoot 1st
Pengsan = =!! Brother i very hungry leh...T.T
We having dinner in Secret Recipe for 2 and half hours.
Half hours eat our meal and another 2 hours take pic..crazy rite XD

My JiaHan Bro keep show off his result of Gym...XD

The 2 photographer

My SobaMee...the taste not tat nice n all vegetalian.

The cake..hope to eat, but is too fat...T.T wait me keep fit 1st

This is the result of our illegal crazy shooting

I like tis 3 ^^

After Secret Recipe v go meet JiaHan's fren, his fren wait him for around 5 hours from 4pm till now...= ="..but he like nth keep shooting in Secret Recipe n let ppl wait for him

Reach Mosque to wait his fren, waiting moment..photoshooting again...

Really long time ddint come putrajaya ady...
Brother ask me the view of putrajaya izit make me think of someone.
yea, its really make me remind somethings and someone back.
Not a good memory for me.

Thanks my JiaHan Brother always take care of me.
Although u always like to bully n kacao me. But i can feel tat u really very take care of me ^^
Around 12 smth, finally finish our photoshooting season.
Finally time to home, i oledi super tired ady. Next day stil got work T.T

Pc Fair

2009-08-10T08:59:00.001-07:00

last week pc fair...

decide for so long time...finally i reject Honda job n go for pc fair....
lucky i work for pc fair...i meet a lot fren thr.....pc fair jus like go back home...haha....all the girl n photographer will gather at thr n work together...really having fun....
my fren always ask me....y u so like to work for pc fair???
haha..yea...i enjoy work in pc fair...can meet a lot fren thr...n the job score is easy....
jus stand thr give out flyer n posing let photographer take pic only....compare to my interior designer job....i more enjoy in freelancer job....^^
some pic that take by photographer in pc fair...

continue random pic take by us ^^
tis is wat v always do in washroom picture time **
kaspersky girl...pei wen n me..she is tall T.T

on9 game show girl, all of them is so cute and young...but i forget wat their name d...sry..

assus girl Caster

My Brother JiaHan...thx for very care of me n concern me during the pc fair yea^^

My Buddy Jin...hv to thanks me for intro u Nikon job..!!

Mr JK...same...u hv to thanks me too

Panasonic Girl...Kiwi

Lenovo girl...Yumi

stupid ppl always got stupid pose XD

still have a lot of pic..pls visit my facebook yea...^^

opening

2009-08-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

blog opening ^^....
finally i create a blog....think to create a blog for my own for long time ady....but lazy n no time to create...hope i will continue keep post my daily life story n pic to share here...^^
1st day blog oso dunno wat to write...