Really quite long time i didn't update my blog
Lately i really quite often to club
i do ask myself y i suddenly so often club, end up i get the answer
I'mEMO!!!!
hmm....some of my clubbing "leg" say tat is a excuse only....haha
hmm...yea...maybe...i admit I'm one of the "leg" of club oso
so??? like to club doesn't means is a bad girl rite???
i jus really enjoy the music, environment and the party moment wif my fren
well~~~ok...this is actually not a topic tat i wan to blog now
back to my topic
Work for Dream or Work for Money?
stay or go???
Am i really enjoy in wat i'm doing rite now?
If i really decide to go for dream, will i regret?
Izit only 2 choice for me?Carpet and Interior Design?Nothings else?
Recently i keep on asking myself this few question .
what i really wan!!!!
when i can almost see that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying u'll never reach it!!!
Life is not tat easy as u think
Every step i'm taking now, Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always got another chance
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
but how come, i just really so not dare to move forward!!??
I'm totally fresh in social and working.
This is my 1st company and oso my only one full time job.
I never go for any other company work before
and never try for other job before
except freelance model and those par-time job
so i have no idea how's other company work?
Izit more worst than my company ? or better?
Before start my full time job, all my part-time job is work under without any pressure
all is easy and relax job-sore with high payment
tat's y i cant tahan what the work i do now....!!!
i know i cant work as freelance forever.
i know there is still got a lot of things is waiting me to learn
but then i have to decide what the things i wan to learn
learn the things tat i like
or
learn the things tat can make more money??
go for carpet sales sure can get more money??
then how about design??
Design cant get to make more money??
can someone give a the answer????
damn it..i just hate myself..how come confuse for so long d...
but stil keep turn round insides the circle,
cant get out from the circle
argh.....i hope to have a long vacation to think it clearly....
i hope to club now
only club moment can make me temporary stop thinking all this
i miss clubbing moment, seriously i jus like it and enjoy it.
God Bless me....
hope i can make a right decision and go back my way.
Lately i really quite often to club
i do ask myself y i suddenly so often club, end up i get the answer
I'mEMO!!!!
hmm....some of my clubbing "leg" say tat is a excuse only....haha
hmm...yea...maybe...i admit I'm one of the "leg" of club oso
so??? like to club doesn't means is a bad girl rite???
i jus really enjoy the music, environment and the party moment wif my fren
well~~~ok...this is actually not a topic tat i wan to blog now
back to my topic
Work for Dream or Work for Money?
stay or go???
Am i really enjoy in wat i'm doing rite now?
If i really decide to go for dream, will i regret?
Izit only 2 choice for me?Carpet and Interior Design?Nothings else?
Recently i keep on asking myself this few question .
what i really wan!!!!
when i can almost see that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying u'll never reach it!!!
Life is not tat easy as u think
Every step i'm taking now, Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always got another chance
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
but how come, i just really so not dare to move forward!!??
I'm totally fresh in social and working.
This is my 1st company and oso my only one full time job.
I never go for any other company work before
and never try for other job before
except freelance model and those par-time job
so i have no idea how's other company work?
Izit more worst than my company ? or better?
Before start my full time job, all my part-time job is work under without any pressure
all is easy and relax job-sore with high payment
tat's y i cant tahan what the work i do now....!!!
i know i cant work as freelance forever.
i know there is still got a lot of things is waiting me to learn
but then i have to decide what the things i wan to learn
learn the things tat i like
or
learn the things tat can make more money??
go for carpet sales sure can get more money??
then how about design??
Design cant get to make more money??
can someone give a the answer????
damn it..i just hate myself..how come confuse for so long d...
but stil keep turn round insides the circle,
cant get out from the circle
argh.....i hope to have a long vacation to think it clearly....
i hope to club now
only club moment can make me temporary stop thinking all this
i miss clubbing moment, seriously i jus like it and enjoy it.
God Bless me....
hope i can make a right decision and go back my way.
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