Really quite long time i didn't update my blog
Lately i really quite often to club
i do ask myself y i suddenly so often club, end up i get the answer
I'mEMO!!!!
hmm....some of my clubbing "leg" say tat is a excuse only....haha
hmm...yea...maybe...i admit I'm one of the "leg" of club oso
so??? like to club doesn't means is a bad girl rite???
i jus really enjoy the music, environment and the party moment wif my fren
well~~~ok...this is actually not a topic tat i wan to blog now
back to my topic
Work for Dream or Work for Money?
stay or go???
Am i really enjoy in wat i'm doing rite now?
If i really decide to go for dream, will i regret?
Izit only 2 choice for me?Carpet and Interior Design?Nothings else?
Recently i keep on asking myself this few question .
what i really wan!!!!
when i can almost see that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying u'll never reach it!!!
Life is not tat easy as u think
Every step i'm taking now, Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always got another chance
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
but how come, i just really so not dare to move forward!!??
I'm totally fresh in social and working.
This is my 1st company and oso my only one full time job.
I never go for any other company work before
and never try for other job before
except freelance model and those par-time job
so i have no idea how's other company work?
Izit more worst than my company ? or better?
Before start my full time job, all my part-time job is work under without any pressure
all is easy and relax job-sore with high payment
tat's y i cant tahan what the work i do now....!!!
i know i cant work as freelance forever.
i know there is still got a lot of things is waiting me to learn
but then i have to decide what the things i wan to learn
learn the things tat i like
or
learn the things tat can make more money??
go for carpet sales sure can get more money??
then how about design??
Design cant get to make more money??
can someone give a the answer????
damn it..i just hate myself..how come confuse for so long d...
but stil keep turn round insides the circle,
cant get out from the circle
argh.....i hope to have a long vacation to think it clearly....
i hope to club now
only club moment can make me temporary stop thinking all this
i miss clubbing moment, seriously i jus like it and enjoy it.
God Bless me....
hope i can make a right decision and go back my way.
Lately i really quite often to club
i do ask myself y i suddenly so often club, end up i get the answer
I'mEMO!!!!
hmm....some of my clubbing "leg" say tat is a excuse only....haha
hmm...yea...maybe...i admit I'm one of the "leg" of club oso
so??? like to club doesn't means is a bad girl rite???
i jus really enjoy the music, environment and the party moment wif my fren
well~~~ok...this is actually not a topic tat i wan to blog now
back to my topic
Work for Dream or Work for Money?
stay or go???
Am i really enjoy in wat i'm doing rite now?
If i really decide to go for dream, will i regret?
Izit only 2 choice for me?Carpet and Interior Design?Nothings else?
Recently i keep on asking myself this few question .
what i really wan!!!!
when i can almost see that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying u'll never reach it!!!
Life is not tat easy as u think
Every step i'm taking now, Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always got another chance
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
but how come, i just really so not dare to move forward!!??
I'm totally fresh in social and working.
This is my 1st company and oso my only one full time job.
I never go for any other company work before
and never try for other job before
except freelance model and those par-time job
so i have no idea how's other company work?
Izit more worst than my company ? or better?
Before start my full time job, all my part-time job is work under without any pressure
all is easy and relax job-sore with high payment
tat's y i cant tahan what the work i do now....!!!
i know i cant work as freelance forever.
i know there is still got a lot of things is waiting me to learn
but then i have to decide what the things i wan to learn
learn the things tat i like
or
learn the things tat can make more money??
go for carpet sales sure can get more money??
then how about design??
Design cant get to make more money??
can someone give a the answer????
damn it..i just hate myself..how come confuse for so long d...
but stil keep turn round insides the circle,
cant get out from the circle
argh.....i hope to have a long vacation to think it clearly....
i hope to club now
only club moment can make me temporary stop thinking all this
i miss clubbing moment, seriously i jus like it and enjoy it.
God Bless me....
hope i can make a right decision and go back my way.
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go for your dream...its useless if u achieve alot of money but not the things u like..
ReplyDeletetrust me, u will feel more relax doing the things u like although its not that benificial..
Take a very good rest. Give yourself one month to think about it without stress. If you end up with something you don't like or have no passion in, you will only waste more time and need to go round the same cycle again.
ReplyDeleteUnderstand and discover more of yourself. Then you will eventually know what you want in life.
after i read your post,i really know what you missing.
ReplyDeletea "brave heart" -
you're not losing anything now,you just worried about every decision you take,you just scare to make any decision now.
worry your life gonna get worse?worry about your money not enough?worry you will regret for the next decision you will take?
To be honest,there is no perfect thing it will happen in our life,you will always face some problem no matter which decision you chose.
"work as designer can't survive? work as designer your emotion will more happy? work for sales can make you become rich? looking for other job will satisfy your life?"
to be honest,if you keep staying here also won't get the answer.no matter which decision you go,you sure earn something and lose something,there is always a balance in our life,you won't get everything perfect.
you just need a brave heart to make a decision and learn to respect your own decision,stop worrying and stop regret.
Your own life you have to treasure yourself,no matter is happy or sad,it will become chapter by chapter of your life.
no matter which way you take,i am sure your parent and lot of your friend will always support you.good luck :)
不用想那么多, 很多人都会想这些问题, 你就做你想要做的, 你还年轻, 大把机会, 失败一次不用紧的..
ReplyDelete还有clubbing不是不好, 最重要你控制到自己..
加油..
My friend told me this thing only one time, and I still remember it till now. He told me: "Do what you are talented for full time, do what you interested for part time." Hope this will help you.
ReplyDeleteyawhing87@gmail.com
the answer lies not in the decision but in your mindset~ u question the smallest of things being a perfectionist~
ReplyDeletefrom the beginning, you know what u want and what it takes to get it~
here's a gift~ *passes a message written in a simple way that says 'courage, confidence & faith, from me to you, for them to grow, in time to come*~
i_am_gary_lai@yahoo.com
you make me think a lot about my current and future! I'm still in the first year in Interior Design course. and why i choose is because i love it,interest about it, and designer kind of lifestyle is what i want,and will passion in. Maybe i'm still young,din't face what you facing now.
ReplyDeleteThink back why did you choose the course. and what kind of life or what are you really want. As for me, i will definitely go for my dream!
About money,money can say is like everything for the world now. but money can't buy your Dreams.
That's just my point of view, it's few months late but i hope it helps you.